fast forward!

boo boo
its been quite some time.
fast forward, new life new perspective

sch’s work been a bitch.
final semester aint easy at all,
AND STILL ITS SO SHORT THIS TIME ROUND EVERYTHING IS PACKED TO THE BRIM!!
and hell lost my work thanks to sch system,
miss lesson attendance cockup %#@*
and i duno why im typing here because im suppose to do my assignment
yes, RIGHT NOW.

anyway, took time off and manage to revert back to my life.
the happenings for the many missing weeks,
although i cannot retrace everything.

i think i miss out sarnie’s birthday post
but nevertheless thanks for inviting us together with your sister.
its time like this where we can all gather & i appreciate and understand your actions
well,thanks for always being here too

its “starry-night”, a coincidence,
saw vincentNg ♥, the handsome & julianHee, the angmo-pattern.
bored of plain chatting,
we finally took the camera and had a series of fun but weird photo sessions!

before all the midnight craze mich & alyssa were still around.
the cake cutting and BBQ, celebrating both sarnie & his sister’s birthday.
the family, different frens, those cozy feelings made one reminisce of childhood:)

preparing the cake
the family ♥

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decided to do a surprise attack for sarnie
right to his doorstep!!

he was totally caught off guard,as well.
everyone coordinated well with us.
even his sister and frens manage to bluff their way through.
THE moment eh, we hope you enjoyed!!

while waiting for signal

while we were getting ready to prepare food,
we took turns in between to play with this adorable baby girl.
ok, sorry i forgot her name. haha
the different nannies-wannabe

the black & the white

had steamboat dinner, was an awesome one!!
and that marks his 19th opefully fabulous birthday:)

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kor took us to MarinaMeritus for dimsum sometime back.
good food, great ambience
the chi-chi cheongsum ladies serving definately bring back those Shanghai feel.
a pity dad was busy at work & couldnt join us
so the ladies rule that afternoon,muhahha.

yummy food.

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it was aunt jen’s birthday.
we celebrated over @ CafeSwiss at fairmount hotel.

the birthday lady

and it was 1st time im choking down greens more than fish,
because its swiss buffet and almost everything is cheese!
my mum had the funniest expressions that evening

and i met up with jason after dinner to do catch up!!
headed over HongKong cafe where he grab his supper and i slup down a big glass of honey green tea.

and poor boy got an infection which required him to have a minor operation to remove the pus.
but i was laughing off my head when i saw the plaster covering his head.
SUPPOSE to cover his wound but it was sticking to his hair instead.

flag the cab, we knew it best. LOL

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had porridge with ter & hweezi.
i see you losing weight,no surprise.
but why is your dear gf getting thinner and thinner!
PLEASE FEED HER

and there are a hundred and one thing i need to complete now,
so hushhush, excuse me while ill come back with my dearest “dumb” but get-together field trips with my loves.

watch out for this space.
*cannot wait for seafood this weekend ♥

 

MIA

the last part.
people see the strong
but inside lies the fragile fragment that can never be mend.
just like them,
it withers and die nevertheless.

and thanks for all whom called and text and stood by here.
thanks for the many sleepless nights you all spent with me,
thanks for just being here even i never voice out,
thanks for the presence when i refuse to talk,
thanks for all the support & encouragement & definately your patience.
because i duno how to express all your kindness.

 

privacy

say it in my face if you dare.
dont do assumption and write everything in your blog
im not that fucking stupid and blind.

i didnt want to do this,
but you all force me to.
YOU KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS CALL PRIVACY?
fancy digging up people’s thing and call yourself frens.
i dont have to give a damn no long anymore,
i know what is call true to myself can already.
you can question you can ask me,
but you have no rights to judge me like this.

say what you want,
its your life.
not me.
go comment whatever you want la..

 

new term

its the start of a new school term again.
the final one.
haven’t been studying for the past 1/2 year,
i dearly hope i will and can catch up all the lessons & projects.

holiday been a fruitful one.
i had my fair share of fun with my dears:)
gloomy moods seem to be over my head now adays.

im starting to de-shell out of my chapsiao attitude i realise
sometimes its when someone close no longer around you than will realise how important they are.
its a random post.
i miss all my love,being in the same class.
but im glad we can have lunch on mon, wed + thurs!!
till than..♥

 

give me the love

sorry dears for the lack of updates absence.
i haven’t been sticking around my laptop this vacation,
been having fun almost everyday meeting frens and all,
going for chalets dinners hightea drinks,
doing work at goodness far deserted areas,
just back from hongkong,
and im doing my own recipe desserts book HENCE the delay!!

to make up for it im going to do a 1 shot all entries,
that is based on what i can remember so far muhahahhaha

we held a little surprise for his birthday.
i still remembered that period of time everyone seem to be celebrating THEIR birthday,
everyone’s plan more or less was the same.
make reservations, find a few close frens, buy the cake, do the surprise stunt.
whoo.. god been on a trail of food makans since all this celebration starts.

it was a long awaited night.
Central was fully packed to the brim that we waited till 10pm to have dinner!!
some more we were spilt into different group in order not to make him suspicious so can you imagine 2 side waiting and waiting and everyone’s stomach is making that horrible froggy sound?

the god-sis, goddaughter & godbro

so when everyone is simply hungry,
we do a little crazy thing.
we had fun tying up the person sitting next to us using the cake’s ribbon!!
as usual we over ordered, filling the table to the max.

and the chocolate rum cake was divine
a pity mich wasnt there.
i’m sorry if it was the job the previous day that made you sick.
maybe next time we dont paste instant noodles,
perhaps coffeebean parcel might be more intriguing

we had dinner at the riverwalk on his actual birthday.
the italian food was great, so good i wanted to purchase the spaghetti home ♥
and yes, i slashed everything into 1 big gallery.
but i realised my photoshop skills are degrading!!
alamak, just few weeks never touch.. tsktsk.

all you need was to feel the sincerity ♥

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i asked mich to work with me for calvin’s job posting.
we both thought and it DID sounded relatively easy job so we went.
i mean we both so free la!
pasting sticker on instant noodles,
sound easy and interesting enough right. good $$ somemore.
BUT BUT BUT, it got poor mich sick the following day.
never under estimate those job scope descriptions. lol
aiya, but we had fun right
and meeting kcpians junior, xiangjun!
we had a good gossip session, muhahahha

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FIRST PRAWNING SESSION!
omg i tell you it was hiralous trying to prawn the night.
you put 4 amature together..
no experience,
no idea how to prawn,
no idea how to get the bait out,
no idea how to catch to avoid getting pricked..
worst of all,
NO PATIENCE!!
how to catch??? lol
trying very hard
attempt 1
attempt 2
finally got the uncle to help

2 hours only 6 miserable prawns!!
laugh ya laugh.
because we couldnt stop laughing too.
but the kind shop owner gaves us 20 more to BBQ,
so we manage to have a mini prawn feast
yummy !

and that marks the night.
very tiring but very eventful indeed
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ok ok. i realised i got alot and i mean ALOT of food entries.
so much that i forgot where i went recently.
but i do remember i had 2 dimsum buffet.
this 1 we tried was @ chinatown recommanded by caryn.
RED STAR restaurant.
it was also part of a get-together before mich go for her superlong vacation.

the pushcart style

AND AND AND.. ..
the next round was also @ chinatown, YUMCHA restaurant

* i duno is i misplace or what, i couldnt find the photos.hence all this are being modified by sheryn i guess hence the smaller photo size. do bear with it

20 bucks and eat till you are stuffed.
completely stuffed with fresh prawns, will you do that?
i even managed to physco caryn to drop her work just to have hightea together!!
i ♥ her so much at times

and we detour around chinatown trying to feel the mooncake festival.
but all we found are the zodiac lanterns and old man playing chess.
ECP starbucks for chitchat.
and some private girls talk along the beach in the night

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i think i’m getting bit sick of going ECP.
in fact, i’m scared of it.
i go there for zichar,
for running,
for dinner,
for chill out.
jurong areas too.. im beginning to fear the east & west region!!

we tried the newly open sushi tei.
great ambience, but food was just so-so to me.
we’ll go for durian together alright caryn, next round!
but this was deliciously good

wanted to watch the painted skin at tampiness mall,
but it was packed!
i guess the F1 made everyone stayed clear of town.
no choice, we decided to try the cheeky chocolate at thomson road.
aiya, also so-so to me.
maybe i just wasnt feeling the best of mood that particular day.
but the appearance was eyes-catching
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it was like what, 4 months since i met my own group of frens.
we decided to do a simple dinner just to catch up.
well, its the thoughts that counts
i’m glad all of them were doing good even though not all were able to make it.

the F1 track

it was a crazy night after dinner.
mel’s frens were insanely mad, serious.
but sometimes in life you need that dose of maddness to hold you up.
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i was in my room preparing to go out when someone knock at my door continuously.
i thought it was some irritating sales guy whom refused to go away,
my radio was blasting away
but it was a surprise because i saw the man carrying a huge bouquet of flowers.
it was even a BIGGER surprise because it came from someone i never thought would be.

thanks for giving me this most pleasant surprise.
if i say i wasnt touched i must kiddng myself.
its the 1 thing that throughout the 2 year+ you ever done,
that made me sat down and think hard.

thanks dear for everything you done.

 

birthdays bloom

its been a crazy month ahead!!
so many babies in August, its one after another celebrations!!

anyway, happy birthday to all my dearies

birthday girl 1: michelle aw ♥

we held a belated, seriously duperly belated get-together for her,
and i felt awfully guilty about it.
blame it on our schedule.
there maybe a few missing here and there,
BUT STILL..
i hope you enjoyed your hearty dinner at TONY ROMA’S

the mouth-watering food

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birthday boy one & birthday girl two: my brother & my aunt ♥

i think its just a coincidence,
seems as if all cakes were SOLD OUT everywhere on Saturday!
it took me almost 2 hours to source for a cake,
went from Marriott to royal plaza to Hyatt.
BLANK SHELF! zzzz
and so i settle for fourleaves mango cake, again.

food was good at ASIA GRAND restaurant.
Cantonese food.
Pekingduck was outstanding,and so is the other dishes.
the manager at work
the unglam they show
the bill came as a surprise to us.
expecting to be more than LEI Garden, might just came back for more!
oh, i saw HANABI jap restaurant there
muhahaha
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birthday girl three: caryn dear ♥

it was a hectic planning for her birthday,
because we wanted it to be a surprise!
i had to trick her into going WO knowing the rest are ambushed silently waiting for her to walk right in.
surprise surprise
we managed a successful trap.
flouelesschocolate cake that got every1 raving
take 1
take 2
take 3

the above photo show a box of FANCL collagen.
yes, im asking you to be THE Guinea pig.
muhahaha..
quick tell me if your skin is smoother so i can buy the promo 3pack at 166$!!

we held the celebration at AIMICI Italian at Holland village.
ok you got everything you want.
the red flaming dress,
the FANCL drink,
and the food.
i do hope you had enjoyed yourself truly that day my dear

the food was good just that kinda pitch dark inside.
we couldnt make head or tail of whatsoever we are stuffing inside our mouth.
but we were hungry, because the bday girl is lost on her way in!!!
still..
it was a funfilled night

me serious sms-ing, mich hibernating
my hapy god-daughter
and that bids farewell to our night:)

simon bought this hashima with korean ginseng out of the blue for me.
say i overtired need to “replenish”.
but well its my favourite ♥
im trying to spilt into a weekly routine.
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guess what!?!
just the other day mel bought me my favourite beancurd tarts from LECAFE!!
it used to be just the original tart,
smooth and silky.
now they come in 4 falvours..
i still prefer the authentic one.
thanks so much dear!

well, that all for now folks.
im losing my voice pretty soon but i swear i didnt touch the chocolate on my table:(
looking forward to seafood feast tomorrow!
♥ ♥ ♥

 

chain of meetups

the line @ Shangri-la hotel.♥♥♥
finally managed to go there after a very brief remark i made when we were driving past RGS the other day. i mean, since we were thinking of where to eat, so might just as well

digged THIS photo soo much!!

ok, i admit i was terribly excited when i set foot into the hotel.
super grand and classy.
the interiors in the restaurant was an eye-opener. they design it in a way such that it create space, that you couldnt even take a quick glance of all the food, because its everywhere!!
more photos,less words.

we got seated right next to seafood.

the satay maker

the indian stationlonghouse popiah taste betterpastamamapizzalovethe raw salad bar,pretty much my love

and how can we forget,the desserts

i went fishing again apprantly. haha
my mom asked how much i weight when im home, and i told her i didnt eat oily food you know. its just all fishes & seafood. next time dont waste the money people, its even better if you all can find fish buffet,i think your fren here would be very happy to go. muahahha

favouritetraditional way,pineapple on satayrashberry macaroon, its divine i could only eat half

and shitty shit, jam in the carpark for an hour.
wah!! zzzz
by than i left the hotel my stomach already digested 3/4 of the food.
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happy 21st birthday ducky:)

well, its the time of the year again.
where the boys grow up and become a man. muhahha.
1 by 1 i see my frens having this grand celebration, and it made me wonder how should i celebrate mine. but duh,i still have a year to go so happygolucky now.
im still Y-O-U-N-G.

jason & familyROLEX, the present

i got myself a wacky fren.
and i do mean,WACKY
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well meet up with colleen after such a long time.
we decided to do a bit of shopping.
tried bugis, but seriously we kept asking ourselves why are we there because WE DUNO HOW TO BUY STUFF FROM THERE!!
ended up at haji lane before a dinner date with ter & girlfren & mel:)

trying to be funny, yada yada

i had steamboat almost weekly now,
wah lau!
enough is enough
before i get sick of it.
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second round of meetup.
work,fypj.. arghh
all this taking away our time.
seriously speaking,i miss those times, those days where we do what we want anytime anyplace.
give me 48hours !!
and shoutout to all my dears, we’ll still be one no matter where we are ♥

ayam penyet, hammered chicken with the spicy hot sambal chilli
recommanded by kellen so frequently that we decided to go try.

my frens act funny when you dont feed themwe love her cause she’s way too funnythe samsung lovers except the isolated one

i’m feeling sick all over again.
doctor gave me health supplement for my body,
need ample rest. wth.
my head is spinning like no tomorrow AGAIN.
fuck. i hate this.

im touched when you said you want to visit me
yes im want those concern.
because its only you that gave me this feeling right now.
but im so caught in a fix right now,
will you still be around the next time?

im craving for beancurd tarts

 

i realised….

i tried to make it work but it didnt,
i tried to make things simpler but it just got more confusing,
i tried to with all my best..
but i just couldnt get it right.

i realised it was still those times
those moments where we were so used to 1 another.
i realised it was those irritating & nonsense tifts we silently had
that were building up the relationship.

i realised
it’s meant to be you but why it isnt so when everyday comes?

i hate myself, seriously.

 

THE MAKAN ENTRY

been on a food troll recently.
went for the seafood buffet at indulge @ park on mummy’s bday,
had BBQ session over at mich’s for BITC gathering,
revisited shokodu japanese at raffles marketplace,
joined jason & company for drinking at Timbre.

let me introduce my superduperwonder new khaki
khaki = full of nonsense & entertaining fren.
this is JASONHAN.

this guy here,
sms me more than anyone else.
i received his text almost daily,
it range from craptalk to random issue to his army routine to concern for me.
army life turn him into a fitter and better person,definitely!
but also made him even more kuku than he was before. muhaha
but still, you been a wonderful fren!!

the 3 of us had dinner at shokodu,
and than head over to TIMBRE to meet his bunkmates for drinks.

was just listening to mich talk about TIMBRE 2 days ago,
and i found myself sitting next to the liveband.
great music ♥ great company ♥ non stop of drinks ♥

cab home nearing 1am.
its been long since i had such a nightout.
thanks for everything that day jason
2 weeks, your bday. we’ll remember.
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work for Adornis at Suntec last weekend.
rush over to celebrate mummy’s birthday at Grand Plaza Park Hotel.
its the seafood buffet, which means all sorts of fishes!!!!
had a good 6 servings of fishes, omg..im insane.
absolutelysmackinggood.

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the BITC group,
which is the of us spending our 1 month together in Beijing.
we haven’t got enough of each other apprantly,
we decided to hold BBQ session at mich’s house!

our lunchtime khakis as usual are my dear 3 girls + ahlam & vin now.
so its no wonder we are sticking like a school of fish everywhere we go.

food was really fantastic,
but its ok! cause its the company that we truly enjoyed.
budden, its abit awful to mix syrup + tap water and drink it.
yea, still.. nevermind. haha

this is the big family over at China
♥ heart many of them

im tired.
but i drank coffee on the afternoon,meaing im super alert now though my body is crashing:(
codes. argh.nightmare.

 

swirling mind

they say time heals, maybe.
but sometimes certain things aren’t able to let time manage it,
especially when it slips right through your hand.
talk about being remorseful.

it maybe different physically,
but deep down i know it remain intact,unchanged nevertheless.
but still, i miss those.. ..