HELLO dear diary,
i’m feeling sick as hell right now.
with my crap voice and bugging flu.
wheesh. 
i just need to ratter and shock some of you right now, forgive me..
i think i am mesmerised wth a different race.
ya, i cannot believe this is coming out of my mouth,
or rather typing here.
but those surpressed feelings aren’t good
and assuming too much is what i inhert from my mum.
*dear TER, i’m sure you trial-run last night.
we should conduct some lesson called “ASSUMPTION” 
missing cheslyn & jenny for some kick-ass class.
July 12, 2007 at 8:22 pm
hahax. i think we shld.
we have thot of almost every possibilities available and it
helped my brain get some work done. hahahax.
July 12, 2007 at 8:32 pm
??? i m lost.
July 12, 2007 at 8:36 pm
to TER
yup, i certainly hope what we assume last night, the positive part all hit. it seems like la, so far.
now i understood whats “so near yet so far”. hopefully i dun have to wait another 4, 5 months. LOL
July 12, 2007 at 8:39 pm
to CARYN
that malay guy perhaps.
caught-in-between. BOO
July 13, 2007 at 1:12 am
sigh tat guy again…
THINK OF MI LAH!!!
Wenns think of HM
U think of tat malay guy!!
WHO THINK OF ME =(
COLLEEN WHERE ARE U!
July 14, 2007 at 12:13 am
yupx. most of the positive assumptions seems to be on e right track and hopefully we are too.
hahax. yupx. u are in a “so near yet so far” situation. hmmx. i dun think nd tht long bahx.
all tht is needed is to break e silence in between. =)
July 14, 2007 at 1:24 am
im here!
HERE! hahah
July 14, 2007 at 5:36 pm
lol, poor caryn.
July 14, 2007 at 9:03 pm
basically i feel it’s nottin wrong to fall for a man of another race..if u think he is really of gd character why not..anyway, he might juz be another passing cloud in your life?
nottin is definite..i used to have a malay bf long ago too..heehee!
July 14, 2007 at 10:47 pm
to CARYN & COLLEEN
eh unfair treatment.
how youknow i never think of you, you 2 buck up is it. haha
to TER
we chatted after i put down ur phone. haha. ya, we are on the right track
to ELI
hey HEY, she not poor thing 1 ok. everyday is fun and play. haha.
July 14, 2007 at 10:48 pm
to STEFIE
ya, he’s different from the others,even different from the chinese. maybe thats what attractive.
well, see how it goes.. hee
July 15, 2007 at 11:23 pm
colleen.. she is goin to abandon us =(((
July 18, 2007 at 2:49 pm
don’t worry Caryn, she will not abadon u guys…i know her well! friends r really impt for her..